My own little void in space

Rants

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 17:31:33 GMT

So yea its been a minute since ive put something in my LJ but might as well update, Lets see where to start, well i have had a odd bit of karma, good luck, bad luck, how ever you wanna look at it, on the down side totaled my car, got a ticket because of it, no cost of living raise at work, WAY WAY WAY to much work and never enough time but on the up side, new car, martial arts is going great, got my paintball gun fixed and got some new gear. So its been kinda weird its wayyyy more that that but somedays its seems like things are going so great just to hit a nail in the road then visa versa horrible day and find that silver lining. Sometimes i think i might have a curse on me becaused no matter what the situation a person must try to voice some type of domainace over me, no matter if it is about life, games, what have you example i tell someone yeah i take martail arts well automaticly they are such the great fighter they could take me or there family member who jus got out of jail can beat me down, or this is a good one to the problems in my life NEEEEEEEEVER measure up to theres, like i say damn bills are killing me well then its well u dont have kids, i have to worry about this this and this, Lets see oh oh games as well no matter what my charater its always the weakest not matter what. I could be amped on stregth and fighting ablities and they could have like a lvl 1 power that can jus crush my guy no prob. No matter what the circumstance Im never strong enough, never fast enough, never smart enough, never hurt enough, I would jus like to know what it is about me a person must try there best to declare there domainace over me when i didnt even try to question there abilites. I think that might be all for my rant for today.

Update

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 20:18:32 GMT

Ok well my bday was Sat i had fun for the most part. Friday a freind she took me out for dinner, Satuday I worked and stayed at a freinds house. Sunday a few of my buddies baked me a boobie cake and gave me a bottle of Goldschlager so all in all it was a pretty good bday.

Post for the new year bout time huh lol

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 14:58:48 GMT

Well its been awhile since Ive actually posted anything life has been interesting to say the least Ive had to cut a few freinds loose. I'll take responsibility for it though those friendship where like docking a train that you knew was going down a incomplete track and hoping for the best. Like always though pain is a enlightening thing and with out it we do not live and with it sometime ya dont want to funny how that works. My bday is coming up soon so Ive been putting lots of stuff in to perspective even though Im not old, Im getting older when I was a kid my wish was to have a wife and child by this age. People always say "yay young you go plenty of time" But i think to myself my mom was married and 20 when she had me and here I am about to be 25 in march with no prospects of a wife, jus enough financial stability to make it on my own thats semi my fault i didnt have to get a new car lol, thats been scratched CURSES!!!!, I guess im jus a little envious of those around me, everyone I know either has a child or is happily together or both and these things I yearn for...maybe Im jus weird....maybe im jus lonely....i should get a pet lol....

....its raining bllllah

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 16:43:03 GMT

Ok so life is well interesting at this point and time I cant really say bad i mean all my bills are paid, work is hectic but still going reasonably well, I dunno ive jus been depressed lately. Me and a good freind havent been getting along and i dont know why, any relationship ive tried to be in goes heywire and i can figure out why. Since ive moved noone really comes to visit, Ernie and Brian do but thats everyonce in a while Ernie moved so...Other than that im jus super lonely and bored. I feeling a lil under the weather as well nothing bad but got a bit of the snuffles and a cough. In later news I got my ears pireced so that was a neat new adventure for me. But I still feel rather empty inside by no means am I looking down on all the blessing that I have but there is still a bit of sadness inside..anywho more later

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 15:47:33 GMT

You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and is often misunderstood. He has few friends or allies, but finds comfort in his cause.

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Batman, the Dark Knight

79%

Neo, the "One"

71%

William Wallace

67%

Indiana Jones

63%

The Terminator

63%

Maximus

58%

El Zorro

54%

James Bond, Agent 007

54%

The Amazing Spider-Man

54%

Captain Jack Sparrow

46%

Lara Croft

42%

Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
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Reggie Adventures

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 13:33:25 GMT

Ok so Ernie give me a call and is like "Hey I won tickets to see Breaking Benjamin and Smile Empty Soul you wanna come" I was like sure Im not a big Breaking Benjamin fan but I like Smile Empty Soul and hell it was free. So the next day he calls and tells me he has the tickets but I gotta be there earlier cause we get to meet Breaking Benjamin I was like neat. So got out there meet the band the singer seemed cool the other guys where kinda so so they didnt say to much of nothing with was a lil bit of a downer they didnt have nasty additudes or anything but I would think you would be a lil happier to see the people who supported your albums that put you where you are. Its like I was telling this guy who was there they bleed red jus like us but anywho. Oh yea the DJ from the radio station she was WOW!! I had to get a picture with her I wanted her to have my children she was so beautiful. Anywho so we got our tickets signed took a few pics and went in the opening band 10 years were ok we missed most of their stuff while meeting Breaking Benjamin but they had a pretty cool song they played. I was kinda jealous of Ernie because for some reason ALL theses tight girls jus started talking to him laughing and all that good stuff I was like damn did he have a sip of pimp juice before we came in lol. So when found a good spot to stand right next to the stage and ,speaker now Im deaf bllllah, and smile empty soul came up they where great the bassist was cool as hell after the show we went to the back and he was standing by the tour bus talking to some other guys ernie and I knew. Since the Breaking Benjamin guys semi brushed us off I was like hell super star over here isnt gonna speak Im sure then he reached his hand out for a shake and was like "wasup man, Ryan" so I shook his hand and was like "wasup man Reggie". That racked up major points in my book cause he was real and had common courtesy he even tripped with us. But they did great on stage after them Breaking Benjamin cam up since it was them touring they had the big time intro which was cool they where really really good Im not really into there music to much but they sounded tight live i mean every song they did was good on stage. After that me and Ernie went to get food talked about the show and my deafness.

Mosh pits and throwing people at the stage:

On a side note a number of people where thrown at the stage it was insane that was a new event for me to see. A few people got messed up cause the hit the stage and I do mean hard. Then the mosh pit I saw all these dudes jus in a huddle then people get pushed around I was like yo they fighting?!?! Ernie was like naw mosh pit I was like ohhhhh k then lol. I felt like I was on and adventure on the Discovery channel studying the behavior patterns and habits of the Caucasian breed of humans at a rock concert lol.

well more later I guess had lots of fun and still deaf

HMMMMM

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 18:24:10 GMT

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 15:24:24 GMT

Ok so yeah its been a while a lot has been going on ill jus give the big update i moved agian to a house. YEAAAA Im moving up kinda anywho more later oh and I have fallen victim to the Final Fantasy XI curse pray for me please....

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 14:51:45 GMT

You scored as Darth Vader.

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Darth Vader

64%

Chewbacca

53%

General Grievous

50%

Yoda

50%

Obi Wan Kenobi

47%

Mace Windu

47%

Anakin Skywalker

44%

R2-D2

42%

Clone Trooper

42%

C-3PO

42%

Padme Amidala

28%

Emperor Palpatine

28%

Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
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sigh I miss gaming

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 12:59:06 GMT

You scored as Cyberpunk Gamer. You are drawn to dark games of greif and angst. The future may be dark, but your characters are there to do something about it.
You'll like: Cyberpunk, Shadowrun, World of Darkness, Wraeththu and SLA Industries

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Cyberpunk Gamer

70%

Horror Gamer

65%

Comedy Gamer

50%

Fantasy Gamer

45%

Beer & Prezels Gamer

30%

What sort of Gamer are you?
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HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 16:45:42 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.

oooooooook

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 20:33:04 GMT

Emo Kid
You are 28% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 0% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant.

You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being. Your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in yourself, decidely lacking in any rational thought, and also a bit too inhibited.

I probably made you cry, didn't I? Fucking Emo Kid.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Smartass.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hippie, the Televangelist, and the Starving Artist.

If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 12% on Rationality

You scored higher than 11% on Extroversion

You scored higher than 0% on Brutality

You scored higher than 5% on Arrogance

Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid

Monday......blah

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 13:19:37 GMT

Well had a pretty good weekend, I went on vacation a few weeks ago that was nice got some rest need another one already lol. Feeling kinda under the weather this morning. My computer crashed last night that SUCKED but i didnt lose anything jus gonna be a pain getting all my programs back up. Well I might post more later Im kinda sleepy and got a good bit of work that needs to be done so I best be off.

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 15:25:41 GMT

HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO DESI!!!!!

Your Linguistic Profile:

50% General American English

25% Dixie

25% Yankee

0% Midwestern

0% Upper Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 18:28:32 GMT

Ok down side lost my Atm card and gotta wait to get a new one bllllah good news I got my speakers in my car again MUHAHAHAH.
Other than that nada new same ol same ol. More later....

test thing

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 20:25:09 GMT

Kinky bastard!
Grats! You're 81% kinky!

Well well well, you kinky bastard! Most likely you're into some weird shit, which is always great. Consider mailing the author of this test, and keep up the good work ;)

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 95% on kinkpoints

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Link: The Kinkyness Test written by nilnisicruce on Ok Cupid

survey

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 17:38:56 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Reggie
Birthday:	3/4/81
Birthplace:	Darlington, SC
Current Location:	Florence
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	black
Height:	6'
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Black
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Sketchers
Your Weakness:	........lets jus say 69 was a good year.....
Your Fears:	Grasshoppers
Your Perfect Pizza:	PAPA JOHNS YUMMMMMMM
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	make it to next year
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	Best toy since the vibrator
Thoughts First Waking Up:	DAMN IT!!!!!
Your Best Physical Feature:	Smile
Your Bedtime:	3:00am or later
Your Most Missed Memory:	My Grandma
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Varies
Single or Group Dates:	depends if theres a orgy later LMAO
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	tea? BLAHHHHHH
Chocolate or Vanilla:	dosent matter aslong as she cute ;)
Cappuccino or Coffee:	not a big fan of either
Do you Smoke:	Nope
Do you Swear:	Fuck no
Do you Sing:	i wish
Do you Shower Daily:	yep
Have you Been in Love:	.....yep
Do you want to go to College:	nope jus work
Do you want to get Married:	one day
Do you belive in yourself:	sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	a lil
Do you think you are Attractive:	not really
Are you a Health Freak:	heck no
Do you get along with your Parents:	My mom mostly
Do you like Thunderstorms:	sometimes
Do you play an Instrument:	i did the tuba
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	a mixed drink
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nooooooooope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yep yepa
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	naw but that sounds good for today
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope nopa
In the past month have you been Dumped:	naw
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	no but i hear you learn the meaning of life the first time u get drunk
Ever been called a Tease:	nope
Ever been Beaten up:	oh nooo
Ever Shoplifted:	nope
How do you want to Die:	saving someone
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	a dirty old man
What country would you most like to Visit:	the uk or japan
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	depends on race
Favourite Hair Color:	depends on race
Short or Long Hair:	LONNNNNNNNG
Height:	dosent matter
Weight:	dosent really matter but i like them with a lil meat ;)
Best Clothing Style:	either neo soul or goth or birthday suit :)
Number of Drugs I have taken:	Zero
Number of CDs I own:	LMFAO!!!!!!!!
Number of Piercings:	1 in my tongue
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	I like who i am so i regret nothing cause the past molds who u are there r things i should not have done though
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 17:35:42 GMT

Which of your LJ friends are you bound to sleep with? by Caughtinlies
Username
Age
Favorite Color
Favorite Band
Favorite Music Type
your stereotype
gender
your lover	realitiesuicide

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Happy Birthday to me

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 15:29:41 GMT

Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me Happy Birthday to me

....

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 19:14:06 GMT

...well kinda getting over being sick that was a bummer. My good freind/ex-girlfriend went into the army shes on her was to basic so im sad bout that i wish she hadnt gone. I told her this isnt the best time to be in the army but this is what she wanted to do. So im down bout that but ya know what ya gonna do....anyways more later

Test thing

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 07:39:17 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	irresistable
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	everlasting

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SO....

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 20:29:52 GMT

I did something bold and daring well to me atleast I GOT A PEIRCING now what you may ask? Well I got me tounge pierced a lot of people ask why yada yada but i just always wanted a piercing and thats where I mean I would like others to but gotta crawl before you can walk ya know. Lot of people are like thats a chicks piercing others are like why did you get your ear done or why a piercing why not a tattoo but ya know its what i wanted so Reggie has to do what he wants in life sometimes whether people like it or not idont like the fact some people think its girlie though that kinda was....strange....which i do see many females with it but i see a lot of guys with pierced tounges too, some of which are my homeboys. I think it clashes into an ethnic thing cause most of the guys I know with pierce tounges are white and I dont see to many black guys with pierced tounges but i do see quite a few women with them. But its cool Im me and I like it but what people say do my me second guess getting it done but hell I can take it out if I dont like it unlike a tattoo or something ya know. Only down side is it still feels kinda weird and my speech is a bit slurred with i dont like to much but after i can start removing it to put in diffrent ones ill see how that goes. Anywho didnt have a Valentine but that was expected so no biggie ummmm more later

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 17:58:29 GMT


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Random depression....

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 21:41:54 GMT

Mud Hole For A Wishing Well

At a wishing well I wished you loved me
I wished you cared for me as I cared for you
At a wishing well I exchanged a tear for a coin
In hopes that my single wish would be granted
For you to miss me as much as I miss you
For you to care for me as much as I care for you
To need me as much as I need you
Like a single tear desending the darkness I am alone
For you have taken from me your smile
You have taken from me your beauty
You have taken my sunshine and I know not why
I await a water rippling echo in hopes my tear will land and my dreams made true
I await for my wish to reach the bottom for it to be granted
I wait...
and wait...
and wait...
........
........
I exchange yet another tear...
And wait...
And wait...
And wait...
....dreams dont come true....
....only nightmares....
....
....
My dreams fade like the light
My nightmare engulfs like the dark
I wait...
and wait...
and wait...
....
....

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Mon, 07 Feb 2005 19:56:48 GMT

lonely,sad,feeling forgotten,.....

My own little void in space

Rants

Update

Post for the new year bout time huh lol

....its raining bllllah

Reggie Adventures

HMMMMM

*sigh* I miss gaming

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

oooooooook

Monday......blah

Your Linguistic Profile:

test thing

survey

Happy Birthday to me

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Test thing

SO....

Random depression....

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sigh I miss gaming